/b/ is the only thing i have. but i hate /b/.

/b/ is the only thing i have. but i hate /b/. there's never anything original content. yeah, new memes pop out every now and then but they are all the same.

i want to start living but i feel that ive become too perverted and cynical to speak to non-/b/ people. normal people seem so stupid and hypocritic. filled with meaningless values that they think matter.

what should i do? i'm too lame to kill myself

>meaningless values that they think matter.

wow...i'v had the same feeling after /b/,

every friend i introduce to /b/ changes...honest truth every single fucking one changes and i suddenly get open with them, and they agree everyone is so fucking ignorant and blind

The fact is, EVERYONE is the selfish, hateful monster that you think /b/ has turned you into, it's just that most people learn to hide it under layers of insincerity, maybe even so well that they convince themselves they're good people.
All /b/ does is strip away those layers with anonymity, so you can see the horrible person underneath, it doesn't mean you're any different to anyone else, just that you're not seeing the front that people put up.